Thursday, October 18, 2007

Pictures







I don't know if I've mentioned it on here before, but we are home schooling our kiddos. This year, Gillian is 5 so we've just started Kindergarten. We were graciously accepted into a fabulous home school co-op this year, and we are blessed abundantly by this group. We meet once a week, 10 times in the fall and 10 times in the spring. The kids have a very wide variety of classes to choose from, all taught by the loving, dedicated parents of the students. There are nearly 100 families involved with our co-op, so we are able to offer so much to our kids.
I was asked to teach two classes this coming spring. I'll be teaching Ocean Life to 1st and 2nd graders and Basic Photography to high school students. I am thrilled to be able to delve deeper into two subjects that I love so much. And I just know that my son, the water baby, will be thrilled to no end as I 'try out' my lessons on him and his sister!
Here are some photos I took of my kids yesterday morning. As you can see, I've already began practicing for my photo class!



Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Mercy!








When I was much younger, I used to think of God as kind of a Sensei Kreese. You know. The karate instructor from the Karate Kid movies who is known for saying, “Mercy is for the weak. We do not train to be merciful here. A man confronts you, he is the enemy. An enemy deserves no mercy.”

Once I got to know God a little better, I started wondering if He was more like Miyagi Sensei. At the beginning of the second Karate Kid movie, Miyagi comes to the rescue of Johnny, the kid who Daniel defeats at the tournament. Johnny’s teacher, Sensei Kreese is upset that his student got second place instead of first and is taking it out on him. Miyagi knows that this is a bad man and that an injustice is being done. Instead of fighting him, he just moves out of the way when punches are thrown, and Sensei Kresse gets hurt. Once injured, Miyagi has the opportunity to ‘finish him,’ but instead opts to teach him a lesson about mercy.

Mercy in this case wasn’t deserved, just like when we, as fallen sinners, don’t deserve the mercy that God presents to us when we admit our wrongs. But there is a big difference here. God gave us all the opportunity to receive mercy when He sent His Son to die on our behalf. We either take advantage of this opportunity or we don't. The ball is now in our court. I don't know for sure what's going to happen on the other side of this life, but I think we're given two chances to make ourselves right with God. Our first opportunity to gain salvation is to be perfectly holy, to meet God's expectations. The second is to accept His Son's sacrifice as atonement for our imperfections. Since we are all fallen in our sinful nature and can not meet the expectations of God, we must accept His gift of grace while we are given the opportunity. Or else, I believe, it won't be offered again.

I, and many others, often have a hard time imagining that our all-loving, merciful God could send a sweet, old grandmother to hell because she never accepted Jesus as His atonement for her sins. But if God handed out mercy to everyone in eternity, regardless of whether they acknowledged what Jesus did for them or not, then mercy has been stripped of its value. If that happened, God's Law and Jesus' sacrifice would be a joke. Jesus would have suffered and died unnecessarily. Mercy is only valuable, desired, and appreciated when it is bestowed upon those who are willing to accept it. It means nothing in the hands of those who do not know God. It means everything to those who do understand the circumstances and the stakes.

The dictionary says that “'to be at the mercy of’ means ‘to be wholly in the power of.’” I really like the way this is phrased because I want to be completely God’s. In exchange for God’s grace and mercy, I feel compelled to show God my appreciation by asking Him to empower me to serve others. We have been pardoned, relieved, favored in order to serve others, always directing those who question the motivation behind our servitude to God as its source.

In Sensei Kreese's case, Miyaji gave him mercy without expectation. In our case, God does expect us to understand what we have been offered before it is given to us. For those of us who agree with God that we are fallen and cannot possibly make ourselves right before Him without the help of an outside source, His Son, we believe we will be shown mercy when our time before the throne of God comes. Do you have this confidence? Have you taken advantage of His free gift?

"Mercy is for the weak." Before God, we are all weak, and we all need mercy.

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Note to self

Dear Lisa,

Even though you used to go without food for dangerously long periods of time, you can no longer do that. Your body is now accustomed to you taking care of it, so trying to go several days without food will make your body freak out. You need to take it easy.

Yes, God noticed that you were intentionally trying to spend your weekend praying and fasting for the victims of sex trafficking. Yes, He saw your heart and your willingness to sacrifice this part of your life to rely on Him more desperately and show Him that you agree with Him that this is an issue worth taking a stand on.

I know that you figured that God would keep your body safe while you fasted. And yes dear, God will take care of you, and yes, I'm sure God knows that you would like to go longer than your body will let you because you take everything to the extreme. But you have to understand that you are still a human with a human body that needs food to keep it going. Running your car into the safety pole at the gas station was a sign that your brain needed a bit more power than it had at that moment. You needed to eat. Actually you needed to eat before you wiped the bright yellow paint from the pole onto the front of the brand spanking new car that your sweet hubby just got you.

In the future, if you intend to fast, make sure that you are not loopy before you decide to get behind the wheel of a motorized vehicle. Yes, when fasting, you should expect to feel hungry and maybe even a little weak. But if you're lightheaded and falling over, EAT SOMETHING!

Love you,

Your brain